So
Not a random thought.
First time telling this part that follows and This is hard for me to tell. Hope I don’t regret it jk only my ego would regret it because once revealed it’s no longer just mine and there’s always the possibility someone will take inspiration from me and out do me.
Without further ado…. Even though my magick had a bad result for me detailed in the linked thread
It’s fess up time.
I was talking with someone in pm about what I didn’t tell on the spirit experiences thread and had a realization.
I didn’t share what I did magickally before I got possessed because the truth is I succeeded in summoning something and the truth is I didn’t want to tell lest someone how to do the same magick ritual I did and then succeed and best me by having success without a negative entity possession and get the goodies from it that I didn’t get.
I kept lying to myself telling myself it was because I didn’t want to be responsible for someone copying me and getting possessed too.
I just realized that wasn’t why that wasn’t the truth.
I was keeping it to myself because I had success even though it went south went bad and I didn’t ant don’t want someone doing what I did and succeeding better then me and getting the goodies without the negative entity possession.
Yep that’s right I have been withholding it partly of of arrogance but mostly out of selfishness (both here and where I initially told of my experience).
So I’m going to share what I did magickally but then link the other thread to hear my consequences of the magick I did.
While it’s true I wouldn’t wish that on anyone, that isn’t why I held back and probably isn’t why I told my true bad experience.
I am realizing part is because subconsciously, I was hoping telling it would make it unlikely someone else would try and do what I did.
If i didn’t tell the technique I used, then I wouldn’t be bested. If I didn’t tell what I did then it would be unlikely anyone could or would copy it and succeed where I ultimately fucked up and failed.
So I am going to share what I did.
It was Hollywood and Satanic bible inspired (left out about the satanic bible previously).
I said I had no knowledge of the occult. Not quite true. I HAD got my hands on the satanic Bible and had used the sympathy magick to make a charm for someone before but that was literally the extent of my occult knowledge. No knowledge there were such things as negative entities (I arrogantly had inverted Christian beliefs at the time and anger at Christianity. If they sad it was bad it had to be good because they lie. That’s howI was thinking).
I am telling in retrospect so I have forgotten some details but here without further ado is what got me in such trouble when combined with my arrogant ignorance and downright stupidity…
Hollywood inspired I wrote out a pact to sell my soul for rock and roll (so cliche’ but I really did) in my own blood and signed in my blood too.
I made a makeshift alter on a piece of paper with a pentagram on it (I have forgotten if I drew it in blood or ink or pencil or traced over a pen or pencil with blood. I think I did the latter traced the satanic bible baphomet pentagram then traced over it in blood.
I put a candle in the center and one in the south with the single point South horns north and had a bowl of dirt in the north and water in the west. I don’t remember what I had if anything for air in the east but even if I had nothing spoken words would have fulfilled the air element requirement for the ritual (and did).
I flipped to the calling of the satanic names for each point of the pentagram including the Center and called them all then I read my pact out loud (I forget if I did it to each point or only once to the Center) counter clockwise
I Forgot, well actually I didn’t think to name who I expected to fulfill it or ask a specific demon to fulfill it.
I then took the part I was going to burn and the pact it didn’t light and I realized I shouldn’t burn it in my room so I took it to the bathroom and burnt it over the tub or sink I think it was the tub but so long ago I’m not sure anymore. It was over something that wouldn’t burn in the bathroom is what I am sure of (glazed sink or bathtub).
Then I was done.
I didn’t really know what I was doing so I didn’t close the ritual.
Something came obviously if you read what happened after.
The house stunk for a week or more after and I could feel and smell the smoke in me for a month after.
That was my magick sell my soul pact attempt that went bad afterwards.
I will link the thread where I told the rest it on the other thread after I say I thought when I did know something was there that my magick worked and I was going to get what I asked for. The gentle touches persuaded me it was not going to harm me and I wanted what I asked for so bad that I let it into me willingly and it gave me a cool guitar riff so I believed I was getting what I wanted it was close to a perfect possession before it revealed it’s true nature and I was too deep by then to get myself out of the trouble I was in. If you haven’t read the other threads post Please do
For details about the result of my magick read my posts In the linked thread because putting it here again is duplicate posting and besides would make this entry way longer than it already is.
Suffice to say it was not the desired outcome. Nearly dying was not what I wanted when I did the attempted sell your soul for rock and roll part thingy I tried to do. (You can’t be a rockstar if you’re dead before you make it after all).
So if you haven’t read the other posts do so especially if what I said has you thinking of trying similar magick because you need to know how bad it can go if you are thinking of trying to make a pact without open senses. That was a big part of what went wrong. That and my arrogant recklessness.
Add: neither post is a duplicate of the other I meant if I copied that 2 here or this to there then I’d have 2 duplicate posts.