Congratulations brother on your initiation into Qlippoth. Your plan for 30 days is truly admirable. Two tips, the more you adhere to opening your eyes from sleep and journalling immediately the more you will see and understand. Also by being true to this practice you will find you become lucid in your dreams and your dreams will become like living another life with another identity in another universe.
Tip 2:. Try when possible to take an afternoon catnap this is when alot of very productive Qlippothic dreamstates happen.
Finally, if you reject what you see and experience it will force it’s way into your waking world and demand to be dealt with. I advise you to embrace what you experience, no matter how terrible.
Great power and daunting challenges await you in Sitra ahra my friend. I wish you the best of fortune!
Onward. I’m beginning to think I have a blockage with being lucid in my dreams, but I do have a notebook near me to write down my dreams as soon as I wake up,
so I’m getting bits and pieces down as soon as I wake up. Something about my neighbor, people killing an old lady and my mom feeding our cat with fish.
It’s completely normal to only remember bits and pieces right now. I want you to try to imagine this faculty of recall and lucidity as spiritual muscles. You haven’t spent time developing these before so this is how it begins. In 2 weeks you’ll see huge strides in your memory retention and probably you’ll experience spontaneous lucidity as well.
I hope my occasionally tidbits are both helpful and welcome here.
" Complex numbers allow solutions to all polynomial equations, even those that have no solutions in real numbers. More precisely, the fundamental theorem of algebra asserts that every non-constant polynomial equation with real or complex coefficients has a solution which is a complex number."
“Complex numbers are the building blocks of more intricate math, such as algebra. They can be applied to many aspects of real life, especially in electronics and electromagnetism.”
" Hamilton defined a quaternion as the quotient of two directed lines in a three-dimensional space,[3] or, equivalently, as the quotient of two vectors.[4] Multiplication of quaternions is noncommutative."
In the spiritual world the numbers are alive - as stated by Pythagoras. That is certainly my experience. Numbers can get quite upset when misused - for example with lunar cycle numbers on one side and solar cycle numbers on the other
Complex numbers seem active at etheric subplane and above.
Quarterions seem to carry a higher intent
I finished my maths studies before we did Hamiltonians
" In quantum mechanics, the Hamiltonian of a system is an operator corresponding to the total energy of that system, including both kinetic energy and potential energy. Its spectrum, the system’s energy spectrum or its set of energy eigenvalues , is the set of possible outcomes obtainable from a measurement of the system’s total energy. Due to its close relation to the energy spectrum and time-evolution of a system, it is of fundamental importance in most formulations of quantum theory."