To be honest, these past few weeks/months, I felt like I’ve gotten away from MY path. n pursuit, and with deity guidance, towards others ends I needed to help me achieve this change in trajectory. Not on purpose.
As soon as I chose to leave my last forum, a serpent partially possessing me (as part of the process), simply asked me if I was going to continue. I said that I would and intended to…
The serpent left… It assumed it had no more value with my change (originally just a blog, not these forums, that was after). I felt like my old self again…
This does NOT mean I have turned my back on Azrael, who held a dedicated candle before and after. It meant I was less useful to that parasitic serpent. I refused when he asked to come back in. Wasn’t needed. Confirmed by Hecate and others.
But there are others, the Lwa and other Death entities that haven’t been addressed.
I DID say I would continue. And I will. I will call those other entities and continue. Azrael is smiling as I say this. I cannot continue the first part without the serpent, that abandoned me, yet will not let it back in. Why?
Because I kept my end of the agreement. He (Azrael) knows (knew?) that this would happen.
Sometimes we start on journeys we don’t want to go down. Sometimes there’s are overseeing entity that intervenes.
So, tonight, to clear the air, I was thinking of this and my path forward, reaching out to ALL of the entities involved. I was bound to that serpent entity, which left me on it’s own. I will still work with the second half of the entities, a significant amount of whom came to lend themselves to a ritual I was doing.
Azrael is still present. The Lwa indicate I should continue, as I didn’t break my agreement. May seem like a silly thing to be concerned about, but I’m not a page-flipper. I don’t make agreements without expecting to honor them. I don’t buy books to say, “that’s nice” and discard it.
I’ve reviewed many books, of very different types. It’s easy to review a book with supposed knowledge and write something convincing.
That isn’t me. I don’t write flowery anything. I experience books I’m led to tackle. I DO the work, not pretend I could. Armchairs are everywhere. Thank the God/dess you’re reading this.
I’m going to start my Lessons of the Deck thread again, soon. My old thread is gone. I will do it again. But I will be also doing the same with Angels. Lots of lessons in store, I’m sure. Again.