The power of a petition
Okay, I wasnāt sure if I should post this without the risk of people thinking Iām bragging, and Iām not, but a lot of people will turn up their noses anyway.
I even feel a certain aggressiveness and bad vibes from some, but that doesnāt matter to me.
Itās part of human nature.
It is easier to deny the extraordinary than to admit your own limited world.
(As I write this text now, Iām experiencing a Dejavu, Iām sure Iāve lived this moment)
Anyway, reading a post on the forum, I realized that Iām not the only one having moments of indecision.
I donāt know if this comes from me, or is something characteristic of this Demon and I will explain why.
With Lucifugus itās always more and more, without limits and when you think itās enough, He brings you more and more.
Excess and abundance.
Itās so much that you end up getting lost when you have to choose.
It happened to me recently, I had so many options to choose from, I ended up not deciding and losing everything.
Now the same thing happens again. I will explain briefly:
A few months ago, after my failure to decide which girl to date, I ended up not dating any.
They appeared in my life at the same time, the ones I already knew, the ones I flirted with and the ones I didnāt even expect.
All young and beautiful who had something different from each other, but were equal in the sum of what I like and I admit, Iām a little picky.
After this failure through my fault, my feeling of frustration was very great.
Some time later, I petitioned (I donāt always do Evocatios) to the Great Demon apologizing for not taking the chance he brought me at the time, and asked him to help me again in the same way.
Why did I make a petition this time and not a evocation if I have a good relationship with the Demon?
Sometimes during a ritual, what was just meant to be a contact evocation without the Demonās manifestation, turns into a full evocation, which is often not ideal due to the circumstances of the moment.
A full evocation consumes an absurd amount of energy, both from the summoner and the spirit, I donāt believe that most mages (with the exception of the privileged) can do this every time they come in contact with spirits.
Once again I repeat, Iām not bragging, Iām reporting the facts as they happen, not to favor myself in someway, but to give the deserved credit to Lucifugus who knows if Iām being sincere or not here. The devil knows what you do, always.
Anyway, continuing the matter.
Once again the Demon brought me 5 young girls and the chance to date 4 of them.
Two I discarded yesterday for reasons I will not say.
I need to decide between the other two and this time, it looks like Lucifugus is intervening in the choice.
One of them, the one I preferred, stopped keeping in touch and the other became more interested.
I believe that if I looked for the one that ādisappearedā, I would still have a chance, but this time Iāll let things happen without me insisting and trusting the Demon.
*update:
The girl who ādisappearedā contacted me now and proposed that we go out this Friday.
The other girl needs to travel with her family and comes back only on Monday.
**update:
Now she says she wonāt travel anymore and wants to see me on the same day that I already agreed with the first one.
And to complicate things even more, an ex-girlfriend also want to talk to me.
Itās a coming and going of constant changes that are out of my control, but I believe they are for the best.
This weekend looks to be either very promising or a total disaster.
For now, I thank my Patronus Lucifugus once again for always helping me in all aspects of my life.
Magne Domini Lucerifuge lucifage Lucifugus Rofocalus.
