Its often said that its good to go back to your first love. My first love and heart was Azazel. The very first demon/god/being I ever worked with. I wrote alot about my work with him in another place but Im not digging up the past on this, I’m looking ahead.
Azazel, has been by my side on numerous occasions and saved me more than once from more than one thing. I could never thank him enough. He is also the one who introduced the occult to me. I owe alot to Azazel.
I realized sitting in my bubble bath that it was time to go back to Azazel. To my first love.
He can help me with something very specific. I went through a series of trails once. And 12 magicians attacked me at once. But I persevered. And came out on top, albeit changed forever.
One experience I had was a gold chest coming down from heaven and into a wheat field. I walked into it. There was only the sacred flame inside, fire of god.
I was told this is yours and nothing can ever take it away from you. No matter what happens this is yours.
I have realized that it is an ark. And that I have found myself inside of it.
I have utilized a tiny fraction of its powers on a few occassions but I want to be able to harness it and have better control.
Azazel, can help me with this. I know from his history that he must have knowledge of it.
So, as I sat in my bubble bath, I played Azazel’s enn with my earbuds in.
I closed my eyes and called out to him. It was completely dark, in the middle of an open patch with woods circling.
I was wearing a black cloak and carrying a single lite white candle. Azazel, stood across on the other side of the opening. He appeared as if he had been waiting for me.
Between us was a black circle with red markings. Similar to the universal circle but I feel the markings were different.
Azazel took the candle from me and we entered the circle together. We sat criss cross applesause infront of each other with our hands held up infront of us palms out.
Our palms touched. Kind of like when your a kid playing those hand games with a friend.
He knew what I was seeking. He told me to close my eyes and feel my connection to it. To feel it and its energy flowing through myself. To connect with that current. And just be in that moment for now.
I could see it. And see this like electrical current flowing from it into me. I could feel myself merge with the object and its current.
Then my bath was growing cold so I ended the first session.
Im excited to work with Azazel again and be patient and learn everything he can teach me.